I don’t want to say goodbye to anyone because I really don’t want to get side tracked or sucked into anything that will make me upset or take my mind off my goals. Part of me doesn’t even want to go say goodbye to my horses - seeing them light up when my car pulls up or they hear my voice just breaks my heart. I’m sad enough as it is. I don’t know I feel really sick today. I think it’s from eating like a normal human being and keeping it in and being overtired and overextended. Ugh.