… yes, i am listening to joe jonas on repeat. but yes, i am also in rehab. going to enrich my mind with vonnegut and f. scott fitzgerald.
It gets to a point where you become so exhausted that you can’t sleep, the...– (via sickly-thin)
hellisforchildren: Minus the bear- Excuses
iamthomas: hey manda. balance and composure acoustic. RULEZ
night time meds have been dispersed, and i can’t help but think about the person who pushed me to so hard to get in here, who i cannot even contact if i tried. all i want to know is WHY. her over me? it’s the same old story… i never want to be in a relationship ever again, but i don’t ever want to be alone.
Smoking is the only honorable form of suicide.– Kurt Vonnegut (via missohiosnameless)
cat’s cradle by vonnegut is fabulous.
I was supposed to be checked into rehab 45 minutes ago and I just turned onto 128. Traffic today is vomit inducing.
bye everybody :((((
starting to pack...
apparently hooded sweatshirts are not allowed (my life), leggings are not allowed (i refuse to wear pants), tank tops are not allowed (wtf?) … what about my weave? like really… really… really… how am i supposed to be glamorous and fashionable during ‘hab? oh and ps someone buy me a phone without a camera because apparently iphone is too technologically advanced for...
Going to another country doesn’t make any difference. I’ve tried all that. You...– Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises (via iwriterudewords) Something I’ve learned all too well this passed year. Now on to picking up the final pieces :)
i have cared about two human beings in a significant way. and on both occasions i have served as the beautiful mess who can’t live up to the predecessors, but fails to keep your eyes from wandering. i think i’m going to start charging a fee, because i’m starting to feel responsible for some serious long term relationships.
I tried to scheme about how … to keep the big sadness at bay, but I got...– factory girl
the prettiest people do the ugliest things
after furiously gathering my friends together in a desperate attempt to be a good friend and person and try to apologize for all of the bullshit i have put you through, everything hit me all at once. my life is standing still and everyone is moving forward. more importantly, on thursday morning at 9am my life will officially stop while everyone i care about will carry on. i’m terrified to...